urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dontstopmenow7 Just as beautiful as you are, it's so pitiful what you are. DontStopMeNow7 2009-01-22T02:31:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dontstopmenow7:1767 2009-01-22T02:31:36Z 2009-01-22T02:31:36Z I had only a soft pretzel today and a sip or two of iced tea (water all day). So, I probably had a total of 300-350 calories. I didn't go to practice though. I learned my roomates are going snowboarding Sat and didn't invite me after I've been saying I want to go for a while now....It makes me angry. I don't think they like me much sometimes. I wish they would just tell me so I could start looking for another place or something.<br /><br />I weighed myself and I'm down again. I feel somewhat human.<br /><br />start: 159<br />today: 155<br />goal 1: 150<br /><br />Getting there. Goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dontstopmenow7:1327 2009-01-21T04:17:01Z 2009-01-21T04:17:01Z For a first day of the next chapter it wasn't too bad. I had a orange for lunch, juicy and deelicious! And while I did binge at four, it wasn't a huge binge and I didn't purge it ALL back up. It wasn't foot that made me feel great, but I have to focus ahead or I'll never succeed. I don't want to even estimate calories for today because I'll get extremely depressed, but I'm going to bed hungry for the first time in a long time so I feel better. <br />I also noticed that my mood was better today and I have a little more confidence. Weighed myself today and while I'm still grossed out at the number. I'm making progress.<br /><br />start: 159<br />today: 157<br />goal 1: 150<br />goal 2: 145<br />goal 3: 140<br />ultimate goal: &lt;140<br /><br />I'm a bit off, but it's okay for now. I also resisted a second binge tonight! Yay!<br /><br />More tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dontstopmenow7:878 2007-12-31T11:41:12Z 2007-12-31T11:41:12Z I've reached a low tonight. I managed to drop 10 lbs going to college, and now on Xmas break I'm going back up. I'm sitting here in an extreme low and all I want to do is fill myself up like a glutton. There's no excuse for my disobedience, but I can't stop bingeing at night! <br /><br />If there's someone out there who can help. Please... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dontstopmenow7:519 2007-06-05T03:44:23Z 2007-06-05T03:44:23Z Egypt Central - "Over and Under" I'm taking intiative. I'm going to lose weight. I've been neglecting mysef and I've climbed to almost 170, and I just cry when I look in the mirror. I managed to lower back down to 164, but my goal is around 140. If I don't manage to do this by atleast August, I'll be so disgusted with myself. I'm starting the 2468 challenge tomorrow. Although I garuntee it won't last.&nbsp;<br /><br />I'm going to work out and then plan my day tomorrow.