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Jan. 21st, 2009 @ 09:10 pm Day 2
I had only a soft pretzel today and a sip or two of iced tea (water all day). So, I probably had a total of 300-350 calories. I didn't go to practice though. I learned my roomates are going snowboarding Sat and didn't invite me after I've been saying I want to go for a while now....It makes me angry. I don't think they like me much sometimes. I wish they would just tell me so I could start looking for another place or something.

I weighed myself and I'm down again. I feel somewhat human.

start: 159
today: 155
goal 1: 150

Getting there. Goodnight.
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Jan. 20th, 2009 @ 11:07 pm Day 1
Current Mood: tired
For a first day of the next chapter it wasn't too bad. I had a orange for lunch, juicy and deelicious! And while I did binge at four, it wasn't a huge binge and I didn't purge it ALL back up. It wasn't foot that made me feel great, but I have to focus ahead or I'll never succeed. I don't want to even estimate calories for today because I'll get extremely depressed, but I'm going to bed hungry for the first time in a long time so I feel better.
I also noticed that my mood was better today and I have a little more confidence. Weighed myself today and while I'm still grossed out at the number. I'm making progress.

start: 159
today: 157
goal 1: 150
goal 2: 145
goal 3: 140
ultimate goal: <140

I'm a bit off, but it's okay for now. I also resisted a second binge tonight! Yay!

More tomorrow.
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Dec. 31st, 2007 @ 06:17 am Broken Answer
I've reached a low tonight. I managed to drop 10 lbs going to college, and now on Xmas break I'm going back up. I'm sitting here in an extreme low and all I want to do is fill myself up like a glutton. There's no excuse for my disobedience, but I can't stop bingeing at night!

If there's someone out there who can help. Please...
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Jun. 4th, 2007 @ 11:40 pm A strain of cancer.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Egypt Central - "Over and Under"
I'm taking intiative. I'm going to lose weight. I've been neglecting mysef and I've climbed to almost 170, and I just cry when I look in the mirror. I managed to lower back down to 164, but my goal is around 140. If I don't manage to do this by atleast August, I'll be so disgusted with myself. I'm starting the 2468 challenge tomorrow. Although I garuntee it won't last. 

I'm going to work out and then plan my day tomorrow.
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